tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30916742011-04-24T20:36:12.173-07:00Deepest ThoughtsUpdates on my life--a life filled with friends, family, God, confusion, joy, and love! Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.comBlogger2721100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1130693496562263152005-10-30T09:25:00.000-08:002005-10-30T09:31:36.573-08:00ever since school has started, things got really weird. or maybe it was even before school started, but i guess it just really got out of hand recently. i just keep wishing that i could be different, that i dind't have to be myself so i dind't have to feel these emotions. and its so hard because its like i can't do anything about it so i just have to experience these things and hoep that they areHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1123090968052247082005-08-03T10:29:00.000-07:002005-08-03T11:17:38.960-07:00well i usually have my retreat posts in here. so yea. but how is summer? its been very interesting. a lot of ups and downs. it seemed like the beginning of summer was just going to soo good in terms of going out and hanging out wtih friends but i knew it was going to slow down, and it has. i've been resorting to driving illegally just so i can be out. but neway, summer has not been good in terms Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1114368043586668092005-04-24T11:35:00.000-07:002005-04-24T11:40:43.586-07:00wow haven't been here in some time. i just am having a hard time dealing with life now. just realizing just how screwed up i am and how much things i've screwed up. i've really messed up my life now. i dont no who i am or what to do nemore. well maybe its not that drastic, but i have no idea how to get back to that good place nemore. i just want to be content with life, ok with my future, and Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1107917620249374702005-02-08T18:51:00.000-08:002005-02-08T18:53:40.250-08:00dang. this is like another desperate call for help. I dont no whats wrong wtih me nemore. I'm just so confused and just so sick of certain things. and at the same time i'm anxious for change. and i just want to grow up and experience everything. I dont want to live life so robotically. I hate stupid school and just the schedule its forced us all to like...live by. Its frustrating. I really dont Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1104989219204895502005-01-05T21:23:00.000-08:002005-01-05T21:27:25.046-08:00yay new year. cool, moving on. thank god! the damn dmv finally let me have a permit...wahooooooooo i am excited, sorta. well neway. why do i constantly feel alone even though I know that god is here. I no he's here. why can't i feel him. has my life seriously gotten so screwed up that i have forgot everything? why did i shoplift last week? did i feel a rush?...i guess. iono whats wrong with meHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1101969398373149082004-12-01T22:33:00.000-08:002004-12-01T22:36:38.373-08:00yuck. wouldn't it be nice if I could just enjoy life for once? instead of always analyzing everything and thinking so negatively of every situation. wouldn't it be nice if I didn't always stray away from God? iono, it never made sense how some people can just go on with life even though they are so distant from God. and they know it too. it amazed me that it just wouldn't bug them or they didn't Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1100671905810388402004-11-16T22:10:00.000-08:002004-11-16T22:11:45.810-08:00why am i not happy? why do i not care? why have i just screwed over everything in my life? why do i still continue to do things that I know hurt god? why don't i want to grow more in him? why can't everything just be over now? just why.... Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1099120035756432692004-10-30T01:00:00.000-07:002004-10-30T00:07:15.756-07:00I swear I'm on such a different wavelength than the rest of the world. Sometimes I serisouly feel like the ONLY person that is going thru this stuff...my stuff...and its kinda hard because I just don't think nebody can really relate. I just don't know why I don't go to God first. Because for some reason, he can ALWAYS relate. what's with that god? lol...but there are even somethings that I even Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1098492049294772282004-10-22T17:30:00.000-07:002004-10-22T17:40:49.293-07:00Its finally happened. She's really gone this time. I knew that my grandma would die sooner or later, but it just seems so surreal that it actually has happened. Well she's in a better place. She's in heaven with our Father. And that does give me a sense of relief and joy. But it doesnt take away from the fact that I miss her so much and I just wish I had more time. It's just so difficult to Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1097218431832387792004-10-07T23:53:00.000-07:002004-10-09T15:21:02.843-07:00do i still love god?... i've been asking myself this question lately...i mean i no i do. but...if i really did would i continue to keep on doing things that disobey him without any remorse? sometimes i wonder how is it possible that i've become so screwed up... i feel unstable at times. why can't i...just...why... Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1096605748638740662004-09-30T21:34:00.000-07:002004-09-30T21:42:28.636-07:00i feel like i keep on blogging the same thing over and over again. i'm a broken record... its difficult. why do I keep encountering the same problem over and over again. why is it that whenever I feel like i've grown, I go back to where i started?...its like everything is against me. i feel so stressed. and i no i shouldn't be. i mean this stuff is so irrelevant if you think about it. I know Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1096296131361735482004-09-27T07:37:00.000-07:002004-09-27T07:42:11.360-07:00gosh...i dont want to study for apec nemore haha... iono nemore. I wish I could just truly live a life devoted entirely to god. I mean isn't that the whole point neway? I've been worrying about such trivial matters and things that are so temporary.... what about this everlasting life that I have. this relationship i have with my father in heaven. its so amazing and i take it for granted. its Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1095403662412231052004-09-16T23:44:00.000-07:002004-09-16T23:47:42.413-07:00sigh...i've been weird lately. Iono whats wrong with me. I think i mite be going insane. what an unusual ordeal. well....I dunno why I get so mad and frustrated and annoyed so easily. Ugh. It brings so much anxiety and other stuff...i can't explain. tempermental = me i know i'm not most people, but I just pray that I can return to some normalcy. Please, my head is killing me. Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1095142886008195452004-09-13T23:10:00.000-07:002004-09-13T23:21:26.006-07:00CRAPPPPP! i hate school i feel like a dork for still updating in this thing...but yea...i love my thoughts...gosh am I wise or what? I love singing. I never really realized that until recently. I mean I guess I've always kinda known that i love it, but i feel like sometimes my insecurities about my voice kinda makes me not like it all the time...sometimes I wonder...do i really have a good Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1094881798242200882004-09-10T22:48:00.000-07:002004-09-10T22:49:58.243-07:00wow so drained....tired....sick of this crap i hate school...i'm stressed i dont want to deal with it nemore it sucks but i have to and i will persevere and i will win in the end. Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1094527699400369102004-09-06T20:07:00.000-07:002004-09-06T20:28:19.400-07:00hello...hm wow three day weekends are soo weird. I keep thinking today is a sunday. O man...where did these days go...its like all I did was go to borders and study...gosh i'm such a nerd. three days in a row, I went to borders and studied, and accomplished absolutely nothing. its like...the story of my life. doing things...and never really accomplishing nething of importance. this week I Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1093583901951011672004-08-26T22:16:00.000-07:002004-09-06T20:29:02.276-07:00hm...well today was pretty good. despite not having a lot of friends in my classes, i'm pretty satisfied with my schedule except for the two APs that begin my day....haha well this year will be cool it just stops me and makes me think...man god is soooo good to me. like he really is. its something that I don't always think about but its so true. everyday I need to acknowledge it and remember Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1093159395282538952004-08-22T00:15:00.000-07:002004-08-22T00:25:51.040-07:00hah...what a surprise. somebody actually stumbled onto this site...haha thanks nat for the comment. people used to read it, and it was fine, but if alot of people still read it, it'd prolly be a lil weird and would compel me to stop. which is why i never post my personal thoughts in xanga. i just don't want people to know how i really feel by reading some words online...i guess i learned along Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1092953933069985932004-08-19T15:06:00.000-07:002004-08-19T15:18:53.070-07:00i've been reading some old blogspot posts of mine and others(still neglecting to get started with these darn assignments...) and just realizing how much more i like this than xanga. but wow, i remember those days so clearly. Life was always so much more happier for me in those jr. high days. Even though I feel like I'm a lot more mature, I still feel so young and foolish. Maybe i'm mature in someHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1092645205400339712004-08-16T01:30:00.000-07:002004-08-16T01:33:25.400-07:00woah...i'm obsessed with the olympics! I've been watching it for two days straight...and wow its so interesting...i just love watching the competition and stuff and then I realize that i still have so many more days to go and that i mite as well spend the rest of my summer doing something else like summer assignments or resting to prepare for...school....but yes tv has totally taken control over Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1092274352587491732004-08-11T18:22:00.000-07:002004-08-11T18:32:32.586-07:00the page is blank. i just can't seem to begin these wretched assignments...and i prolly do not intend to. it seems like much more important things are going on...like, my thinking. i just have to think i'm sitting here, realizing wow. why do i lose sight of Him so easily. how is it that i do that. and sometimes it makes me so mad that for a long time now...a very very long time, i've just not Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1091341133169613622004-07-31T23:16:00.000-07:002004-07-31T23:20:07.906-07:00i need to stop this madness... seriously i just can't handle it if everything keeps going this way and my moods keep on changing. it teaches me to rely on god so much more...that he is all I really need, but its just so hard sometimes. And I know He understands, but I long for my friends to get me...i'm so confused and i'm rambling again but yea last nite was horrible. I just kept on replayingHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1090849279713724772004-07-25T20:14:00.000-07:002004-07-26T06:41:19.713-07:00hey....i'm back from retreat and i also realized i've had this thing for about three years now...weirdddd what can i say, retreat was....interesting to say the least. hehe yea I really actaully kinda liked it. Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1090562297116736082004-07-22T22:42:00.001-07:002004-07-25T20:14:23.103-07:00So...tomorrow is retreat. Haha I always have these pre-retreat reflections. Hm...since I already know which group I'm in, I guess I'm a lil more excited. Just because it's going to be different. And even though I don't always feel so close to this particular group of people, certain kids seriously make the whole fellowship thing awesome. As much as I want to know everybody, well I really Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1089766885182070662004-07-13T17:38:00.000-07:002004-07-13T18:05:59.940-07:00I feel like an idiot...sighh, I'm seriously so stupid sometimes. I mean, what did I expect to gain from reading them? Ur right, I mean I already knew everything you wrote, it's just seeing for sure that thats how you really feel. I just need to learn to trust u more... Ok. The past is the past and theres no point looking back. and thats final. UGHH I hate this stage in summer because...it's Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1089097656191163302004-07-05T23:55:00.000-07:002004-07-06T00:07:36.190-07:00I love summer. I love the freedom I have from school/hw. It's lovely. I've been having a lot of fun this past week and using a lot of money. Way too much money. I need a job so bad, because I need to start fending for myself and learning how to be less dependent on my parents...not that they really provide that much for me...so i guess to be less dependent on my sister haha...but yes next Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1087876753644155382004-06-21T20:49:00.000-07:002004-07-02T23:19:47.970-07:00School is out....sighh I feel like its another momentous occasion for me to write in this again. I think I bottle up a lot of things simply cuz I have nobody to talk to. How is it become that I go to an inanimate internet weblog to pour out my soul? saddd... Well, I guess I have a lot of thoughts. Like what am I going to do this summer? I feel like its going to be another waste. Sure I wish I Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1085210797408698842004-05-22T00:13:00.000-07:002004-05-22T00:26:37.406-07:00O man...I need somewhere to vent. Hm...I dont no why but I'm always cautious of what to say on xanga as to not offend nebody or cause controversy, but this is blogspot and I really don't care. I just am soo confused. I don't even no how to convey my emotions and thoughts and just overall confusions. Everything just seems to be coming at me and its all screwed up, and I just cannot fix it or Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1080197777025413512004-03-24T22:55:00.000-08:002004-03-24T22:58:47.123-08:00I just suck... What is life to me...Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1077419214899441972004-02-21T19:06:00.000-08:002004-02-21T19:08:53.560-08:00Life is... I've been so bored recently. Ennui. There's just nothing to do anymore. For some reason, I get pretty depressed when I hit utter boredom. I guess it's cuz I have so much time to think about everything and the more i think, the more sad I get about things. I think I'm just getting restless...it's the same stuff everyday, and it's just making me more apathetic I guess. Goddd I will Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1075621271112126102004-01-31T23:41:00.000-08:002004-01-31T23:42:48.543-08:00I don't know how to deal with this nemore. I'm starting to doubt... Freshmen year has been really tough on me spiritually. Just a lot of crap has happened...mostly just realizations of what's going on. And finally learning how to face and deal with these problems, even if it wasn't dealt with healthily. And it's so hard to still have faith when everything seems so hopeless...I'm sorry, but I Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1074673794511969642004-01-21T00:29:00.000-08:002004-01-21T00:31:21.106-08:00I don't understand what is going on inside of me. I don't understand what god is trying to tell me thru all of this. I feel empty. Lost. but why...I just wish all this worldly stuff would just vanish. All of it gone. I really don't even care about nething nemore. Are these things even worth it anymore? I will keep on asking until i find an answer...why isn't god enough for me? why...Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1073892367124356542004-01-11T23:26:00.000-08:002004-01-11T23:27:24.763-08:00this weekend...was alright I guess. Not as productive as I would have wished it to be. But it's ok. Because tomorrow is a new day. And tomorrow I get to experience new stuff, and learn more things, and live differently than I did today. cool.Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1073758735760067132004-01-10T10:18:00.000-08:002004-01-10T10:20:05.903-08:00hello...wow school is over for 2 whole days. I feel overwhelmed by schoolwork...and yet, it's not even that important to be number one in my life at the moment. I dont really understand the obsession about school...I don't know why I'm so driven to do whatever it takes to get that A. And...I'm really sick and tired of schoolwork and what it does to people. What it does to parents, what it does toHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1073454139968517672004-01-06T21:42:00.000-08:002004-01-06T21:43:32.340-08:00I'm sitting here...and I'm so confused. I just don't understand how somebody can change so much in one year? What is going on with me...why am I like this? Why have I seemingly lost all hope and have forgotten everything that my life was based upon. Everything that I was living for and striving to be. It seems like it's all gone. And I'm so far away that it doesnt seem retrievable. Why did it Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1073371274774866132004-01-05T22:41:00.000-08:002004-01-05T22:42:26.360-08:00Hello Hello! I am back! haha...wow...the new year has come. Hm, I mite actually be in a good mood right now. Like, in a way I'm at peace. Which I should be, but I dunno, it's like theres always a dark cloud above me...wherever I go. I don't know what to do...wait scratch that. I do no what to do. To an extent. So...the purpose of life...what is the purpose of life? yea...yea...it's to live for Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1068791851731773832003-11-13T22:37:00.000-08:002003-11-13T22:37:51.030-08:00Hm...I have absolutely no motivation whatsoever now to finish my assignments. Well I do have some. I don't want to end up going to PALOMAR! haha well actaully its not a bad school at all....maybe I should consider that as an option Most of the time that I'm "doing hw", I'm sitting there thinking about how sucky the situation is and how stressed I am...which just causes more stress because then I Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1068698996985661522003-11-12T20:49:00.000-08:002003-11-12T20:49:54.013-08:00long time no see blogger buddy...haha not like nebody reads this anymore! but I love blogspot...it's much more inviting than xanga I need to take a chill pill. School is totally screwing with my life and my mind. I think I'm going to go insane. Dude...i'm ONLY a FRESHMEN...haha, I seriosuly dont know why grades are So damn important to me. At the same time I could care less where I go to collegeHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1066788247714693932003-10-21T19:04:00.000-07:002003-10-21T19:04:07.790-07:00I need drive. determination. I need something to motivate me. But there isn't anything... I can't keep doing this. Going down this road...and spiraling down and losing myself completely. I don't know who I am anymore. I'm so lost. Its tough. Relationships suck...maintaining them is so freaking hard and sometimes it doesnt seem like its worth it. It's too hard to let go....and move back.....Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1065408136447531172003-10-05T19:42:00.000-07:002003-10-05T19:42:15.986-07:00So....high school. It's been, interesting. It's different. I don't really like it. But I also don't like life. It's really tiring. I dont like how the world is. And how everybody is so absorbed in it. But I also don't like how everybody is so absorbed into the church setting. I dunno. It's confusing. I just have to accept how it is. I'm just a melancholic mellow guy. I don't really care what Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1061790602077194762003-08-24T22:50:00.000-07:002003-08-24T22:51:40.060-07:00Sigh...ok summer is over. I don't know if I'll go online that much. It's been a tough summer. I've learned some stuff. And its just...so hard to say goodbye to summer haha... Am I ready for high school? Yes. Do I want to go to high school? no. But, I'm sure i'll get used to it and adapt to my surroundings. And the people. So what have I learned this summer? Not that much. I sorta wasted it. Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1060240062631620632003-08-07T00:07:00.000-07:002003-08-07T00:07:42.676-07:00Hm...I dunno but I guess it's around the time where I feel depressed that school is starting. But this is different cuz its a whole new field. High school. To think that last year I WANTED to go...wth was wrong with me! haha....I hope I really do prioritize, since it's so hard enough during the summer for me. And, I hope I just can do my work, and be positive, and just get through these four Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1059119814877587222003-07-25T00:56:00.000-07:002003-07-25T01:07:54.320-07:00Kristin told me that blogspots are shallow.... stupid.... boring.... and... boring again. I dunno, what do you think. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLOGSPOT! It's been a long two years since I started this up. I've had a lot of problems with this, but I think it's worked out for the best. Man I still can't get over the fact that Jr. High is just about over. Those three years, and all the trials that I went Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1058321357404784242003-07-15T19:09:00.000-07:002003-07-15T19:09:17.476-07:00Hm...I wish so many things sometimes. but right now I just wish that I will be in the Lord for the rest of my life...and following Him through it all. God is just...great. He's the one person that will never reject me...he'll never leave me. He understands me and accepts me. He doesn't care about the worldly things. I mean what else can I ask for. I really do love God. Man, I want to know GodHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1057802397982320852003-07-09T18:59:00.000-07:002003-07-09T19:05:10.276-07:00So here I am again. Again typing away and revealing my feelings to the general public. I think its weird jumping from one blog to the other blog to my xanga. It's quite confusing haha....but neway.... Hm...I really don't know what to think anymore. Sometimes it just seems so much easier to stop living. I'm not suicidal, but it just is easier. Life is so difficult, I'm sure everyone has already Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-1055835859247068732003-06-17T00:44:00.000-07:002003-06-17T00:48:24.146-07:00Hey...wow I'm back....haha ignore my previous post I don't really care Hm I wonder if anybody would start noticing that I am blogging in here from now on. I can't believe 8th grade year is over. Middle school is over. It's just a hard thing to swallow...but I think I'm coping better with it. Now that I am officially starting high school on wednesday for summer school. Too crazy My summer has Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-887322752003-02-07T16:17:00.000-08:002003-02-07T16:17:10.853-08:00Ok...i have come to the conclusion that blogs are not for me. And I think i still blogged monthly....because i have had this for so long that it was hard to let go of....haha that sounds so stupid....but yes. I have grown attached to this blogspot. i am seriously surprised how long I kept this up for. Now there are about 50 xangas (nobody blogs nemore...) that I know of. That's crazy. Hm...so Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-878764302003-01-22T18:57:00.000-08:002003-01-22T19:05:09.000-08:00so...my first official blog of 2003. thats cool. hm.....so instead of writing another entry..i'll just use the one i wrote on my other blogspot.....nobody reads this nemore cuz they think i quit....but yea...so....ok...well this is it. why do i even bother... My life is in order.... [mood | neutral] Sigh....so....i hate having writers block. The only thing that I can write so much in is this.Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-867774342002-12-31T22:48:00.000-08:002002-12-31T23:51:11.000-08:00Hey....it's me again! New Years is almost here.....so much has happened! I'm excited to see what the new year brings......Theres sooo much to reflect upon this year of 2002....it has to be my most hectic year to date......and 2003 will be even more busy and crazy. I have to close up with 2002....and not look back ever cuz it was such a horrible year! jk! Even though I went thru so many struggles Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-860087112002-12-14T16:13:00.000-08:002002-12-14T16:23:59.000-08:00hm....well i haven't posted in this in the longest time....cuz i put it under temp hiatus.....hehe i think i'm just gonna use this to i dunno....reflect on what i've been doing.....whats happening.....stuff like that. Wow...i think that keeping my own private journal is so good for me.....I don't relly hold back on my feelings cuz i'm the only person who reads it...and it helps me reflect on whatHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-850395762002-11-24T21:15:00.000-08:002002-11-24T21:15:59.570-08:00Hm...I'm sad to say this...but....well....yea...I'm gonna have to say goodbye to this blog....well its not goodbye....more like it's gonna be on temp hiatus. I need to try different things....yea....it was cool while it lasted...and hopefully i will come back to this! hm....i want to blog about a lot of things....but....i kinda lost the passion to blog about the events in my life......i dunno....Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-849004612002-11-21T18:07:00.000-08:002002-11-21T18:11:58.000-08:00soo soo soo much has happened....sometimes i feel so nostalgic....i just get feelings of the past sometimes...i can't explain it. But..I can't live in the past....tho i would love to relive ne of the great moments in my life. Just jr. high in general.....I have had such a great time....that if u measure the bad stuff thats hapepned...it wouldn't even come close to all the cool and great times Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-843077512002-11-09T23:50:00.000-08:002002-11-09T23:51:08.000-08:00hm...i was gonna blog a lot today....but its late....and i was thinking.....ya no last weeks message was really powerful....just about preparing your heart for worship....inward and outward....have i really been living a life thats glorifying god? worship is a lifestyle not 30 minutes on friday and sunday.....and even now....i sould be sleeping so that i won't be tired tomorrow...that I will wakeHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-842067612002-11-07T19:54:00.000-08:002002-11-07T19:54:19.046-08:00haha i have to blog again..... ok....so because of my incident somebody was saying how they couldn't believe it at first and they inferred that they were shocked and disappointed...kinda like they were judging me for once action......and i just thought that that wasn't fair to do that cuz we've all cheated in life before (not like i did today tho). But I am guilty of the same thing....I have beenHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-842048222002-11-07T19:09:00.000-08:002002-11-07T19:40:33.000-08:00I need more discipline....i can never seem to finish or start my hw beofre 10....haha jk.....but i can't seem to start it.....and ugh....i cant shake off that feeling when the sub took my test....scariest thing that has happened all month....Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-842037502002-11-07T18:46:00.000-08:002002-11-07T18:53:31.000-08:00The worst thing that has happened all school year....happened today. Ugh it sux...I got a 0 on my test.....the teacher caught my cheating..... ok well that is if I actually did cheat...tho the sub today thot i was cheating. Ugh it sux to be wrongly accused! I can't blame him...it does seem like i was cheating. So....my teacher madkins put 6 questions online and i printed them out and answered Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-840959272002-11-05T19:30:00.000-08:002002-11-05T19:30:22.536-08:00Hm...let's take a break from hw! Wow....god has seriously blessed me this quarter! It's so amazing.....i mean maybe it's not like the greatest thing but i just mite get that 4.0 award thing....eck....i kinda sound stupid cuz i don't really care but i dunno....its just cool that i mite accomplish one of my goals. I no that grades aren't everything....but still...they are important to me. And Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-839926442002-11-03T22:49:00.000-08:002002-11-03T22:57:08.000-08:00hm...okay....i guess i feel a lil better....and i'm not all that suicidal like i seem...i'm actually not...so disregard my last blog...heh....i was just a lil tired and its amazing how headaches can cloud ur judgement....but its all good...i talked to god about it....others who are just so great. Just hearing "I will be praying for u" is just so great. Today at worship I was just praying for a Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-839884232002-11-03T20:44:00.000-08:002002-11-03T20:46:19.000-08:00o gosh...i just dont no wut to do nemore. I feel as tho i'm losing hold of everything thats important in life.....and its not just hw nemore. It's so many things.....i dont no wut to do in jr. high or my relationships with others and god and just everything......things feel really complicated now........i'm just so depressed.....but at least i no that i can fall back on one secure thing in life..Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-839821512002-11-03T18:14:00.000-08:002002-11-03T18:24:36.000-08:00*sigh*....i dont like it when theres judging going on....and it makes me more mad when i do it. its ez to just look at other's actions and judge them for that. its ez to judge others.......I don't know why i stlil do it cuz I hate it when ppl do that to me. Like for instance, this week my teacher (as i mentioned before) gave me a 100 that i didn't deserve...and ppl found out becuz they checked myHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-839131432002-11-02T00:45:00.000-08:002002-11-02T01:26:43.000-08:00Hm....well....maybe I should be more honest about my feelings....and not dramatize everything.......... Okay, wel I realize that my last 10 or so blogs have not been at all edifying or encouraging....but sad and pathetic and immature....i don't understand why i complain about everything....hm....i thot that being brutally honest was gonna make my blogspot more interesting....but i dunno why i Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-837025182002-10-28T21:27:00.000-08:002002-10-28T21:27:45.323-08:00Okay.....I just realized how dumb pseudo-relationships are.....ugh.....i'm just glad that I didn't dtr or make it complicated and cause all the drama......haha.....I don't need to involve myself in this stuff in middle school.....ugh but now i feel so terrible and bad....hm....i'm so thankful that i have all these older friends who i go to for guidance.....thanx..... So....i'm learning to be moreHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-836484612002-10-27T22:10:00.000-08:002002-10-27T22:10:25.650-08:00ugh....wow so many things have happened this weekend....but everytime i have the opportunity to blog i dont feel like it and everytime i feel like blogging i dont have the opportunity!!! ugh.....i have some type of anxiety/depression disorder or i dunno....cuz i keep on stressing and i have constant headaches....thats not normal....i stress about every lil problem.....its annoying me now! okay...Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-835019282002-10-25T00:07:00.000-07:002002-10-25T00:07:00.253-07:00Hm....okay disclaimer time.....I repeat....this blogspot is meant for my personal thoughts at the moment...and shouldn't be used to assume nething about me or what i feel ultimately....i dunno why its public....but o well....I don't mind ppl reading it, but in actuality, it isn't meant for the ppl...it's meant for me and only me.....i'm still questioning on why i have one.......too tired....next Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-834950782002-10-24T20:43:00.000-07:002002-10-24T20:43:44.660-07:00I am so tired of school.......ugh two nites (soon to be three) I have been deprived of sleep!!!! I'm so tired now.....and just don't feel like doing nething at all! At least my presentation went alright.......my brain has been turning into mush.....homogenious classes are more harmful than helpful....its making me SOOOOOOO sick of school.....i dont feel like i'm retaining ne information! I think Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-834398712002-10-23T20:03:00.000-07:002002-10-23T20:03:48.313-07:00Ugh.....one reason I don't like Jr. High is becuz of the ppl. There are so many immature ppl that it really sickens me! Gosh in PE I was playing these ppl racketball and they just couldn't play by the rules....and were acting so childish! Why can't these middle schoolers realize that they are now in 8th grade, and also need to start acting like one. This is why my talks with high schoolers are Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-833871312002-10-22T20:50:00.000-07:002002-10-22T20:50:47.383-07:00Hello, my name is Henry Liu and I have a problem. Many ppl in my class suffer from this also. It is called procrastination, and 99% of the human race also have experienced this problem, except mine is reoccurring. I'm sad and pathetic....I also have no life. I invest all this time in finishing hw and I don't even get credited for the effort.....as my teacher Madkins says "Grades are given out forHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-832318012002-10-19T18:01:00.000-07:002002-10-19T18:01:51.283-07:00I HAVE SO MUCH HW! this is horrible.......i don't have that much hw but I'm just so frustrated and lazy to do it......hw is stupid.....actually I like daily hw....I just can't stand stupid projects!!!!! If there weren't projects I don't think I will be stressing as much....on Wednesday I have to have read 400 pages and do a oral book report on John Adams! And I haven't started....why can't I Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-830978422002-10-16T20:15:00.000-07:002002-10-16T20:22:42.000-07:00Now my blogs are gonna be BRUTALLY HONEST and to the point! No more sugar coated journal entries that just talk about what happened in my day and that stuff....see my perspective is that I don't really care who reads my blogs....I'm just gonna use it to let out all my anger or frustration or even positive feelings....which may or may not be a good thing.....lately I've just been so confused and Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-829508462002-10-13T22:10:00.000-07:002002-10-13T22:10:16.940-07:00ugh i am so pissed off that i have to go thru the same crap every day......WHY DOES SCHOOL HAVE TO BE SO FRUSTRATING!!....w/e.....I am too tired to do my hw....i am so ready to drop out....Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-829484752002-10-13T21:06:00.000-07:002002-10-13T21:30:04.000-07:00Wow! So much has happened! And for some strange reason I just don't have the time and energy to write it all up.....maybe later or now......depends on my mood! Ugh...i really dislike sad days....like when the sky is all gloomy....it just makes me gloomy and depressed just cuz the weather is.....that's why I don't like winter! Summer is a lot better! Plus...there's no school....but I'm looking Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-828294072002-10-10T23:05:00.000-07:002002-10-10T23:05:43.913-07:00Jars of Clay - I Need You Strangely out of place There's a light filling this room Where none would follow before I can't deny it burns me up inside I fan the flames to melt Away my pride Do I want shelter from the rain Or the rain to wash me way? I need you, I need you, I need you I need you, I need you, I need you You're all I'm living for I might sound like a fool But I think I felt you Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-828287722002-10-10T22:43:00.000-07:002002-10-10T23:03:01.000-07:00Wow....this week has been pretty busy...and I have neglected my blog for some days now......I wished that I could keep this daily....for that is what a real journal is all about.....or regulary....and it kinda sux when someting happens and I think to myself "I HAVE to blog about this..." and then I don't have time to and I just forget to......I have so many personal thoughts that have never made Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-826213982002-10-06T21:05:00.000-07:002002-10-06T21:05:30.590-07:00ugh....today i went to church....then volleyball....then tennis with kinsen (and i lost 7-8 but because I was tired from volleyball and he's better but i could've won!) and then now at home doing hw.......and i found out i got ANOTHER D.....wut is wrong with me??? but at least this time i no its not my fault.....i just didn't finish my test....which i only had one period on a minimum day to Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-825861992002-10-06T00:15:00.000-07:002002-10-06T00:17:42.000-07:00ooh.....the songs on the album "American Idol Greatest Moments" are soo good....well neway.....today i woke up thinking that nothing would be going on....but i was wrong.....i went to emerald and then to julian and then to a a lot of other places....well its sunday morning and i should go to sleep cuz its church tomorrow...er today.....I think i'm gonna quit the tennis thing....jsut cuz i dont Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-825357942002-10-04T15:51:00.000-07:002002-10-04T16:53:51.000-07:00YES! It is the weekend.......and my right ring finger hurts and is bandaged up cuz some girl today at pe stepped on it....ugh i can't type fast nemore...we were doing pushups and when i was already in the position, she decided to take a huge step and then slid on top of my finger and I was like "Get off!" but she didn't hear me so i slid it.....ugh i can't type with the finger.....and the bad Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-824384442002-10-02T16:08:00.000-07:002002-10-02T16:08:26.453-07:00OK..hehe....I forgot to post after the conference. Phew! I am soooo relieved....haha on Monday, just before the conference I was so freaked out by what madkins would say....but when I went into the classroom with my dad, and I immediately saw my progress notice and picked it up before my dad saw...and then I saw my test and also picked it up. And then the teacher came in...and all they talked Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-823237402002-09-30T11:26:00.000-07:002002-09-30T11:26:00.233-07:00Wow...I haven't said nething positive in a LONG time......ok yea I am scared to go to the conference....cuz the test will just be sitting there...and I don't know how to tell my dad! I'm just gonna let God help me get thru this....... Relient K - Everything Will Be Just Fine It smells so sweet outside today. The sun smiles down, I'm in the shade. I sit and think about all my friends and how goodHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-823206122002-09-30T10:09:00.000-07:002002-09-30T10:14:21.000-07:00I'm scared to go....to parent teacher conferences....I just can't tell my dad before it.......I don't know how to.......so....he's just gonna find out in 3 hours......... Okay....well....its just a grade rite? I don't know why I'm worrying about it so much.....but I'm mostly worrying about what my dad is gonna do or say....or how he'll see me after this....it's gonna disappoint him sooo much.....Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-822922712002-09-29T18:49:00.000-07:002002-09-29T18:49:25.120-07:00my whole day came to a stop when i found out that i got a 64 on my test...and it brought my grade to a 82.....what am i gonna do....my dad is gonna kill me....Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-822615082002-09-28T22:49:00.000-07:002002-09-28T23:05:10.000-07:00wow...I blog way too much.......ah....okay my most recent blog...the one i wrote 45 minutes ago.....was just me venting...I don't actually hate my family if that was what it sounded like.....i dunno we are all messed up.... So....neway....something has been on my mind recently....about jr. high and high school......I mean last Friday....Uncle Andrew took me for another "walk"...and once he told Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-822601762002-09-28T22:01:00.000-07:002002-09-28T22:20:03.000-07:00Yes....I take comfort in the words "...I am with you always, even to the end of the age." - Matthew 28:20....its so great... hm....well....just a while ago me and my sister went to burger king....yes i said burger king....to get milk shakes.....and I dunno....i haven't really talked or hung out with my sister in a long time. We barely do it neway. It makes me really jealous when ppl say how cool Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-822421412002-09-28T11:38:00.000-07:002002-09-28T12:18:56.000-07:00Breathe.... This is the air I breathe. This is the air I breathe. Your holy presence living in me. This is my daily bread. This is my daily bread. Your very Word spoken to me. And I, I'm desperate for you. And I, I'm lost without You. This is the air I breathe. This is the air I breathe. Your holy presence living in me. And I, I'm desperate for You. And I, I'm lost without You. Desperate for YouHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-822289622002-09-28T01:15:00.000-07:002002-09-28T01:17:31.000-07:00YES! finally my week is over....ugh I had like one of the most crummy weeks in my life.....well.....not really but its been just terrible...and it pushed me over the edge....that I almost...well.....ah its too terrible to say....i mean just having thoughts about this disturbs me. *Sigh*...this week I was just so mad and I just didn't care about nething.....well i did care....but i dunno...I had Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-821318152002-09-25T22:05:00.000-07:002002-09-25T22:07:47.000-07:00hm....i dunno...wut to say nemore...and now i dont even care who reads my blog...i'm just gonna write w/e i feel like writing...it doesnt matter what neone thinks....i dont care.... right now i just feel like nobody really cares for me.....but of course i no that isn't true....but i feel that....i mean the only person that i can say truly cares about me is god....and i no that should be "enough".Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-820699282002-09-24T17:47:00.000-07:002002-09-24T17:49:17.000-07:00i dunno whats happening.....everything is just going wrong and i just can't do what everybody expects me to do.....i jsut can't do it nemore.......i want to believe god is in control....but i just can't seem to grasp the fact....i just don't care nemore....whats happening to me.....i dont even care about life nemore....Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-819713112002-09-22T18:16:00.000-07:002002-09-22T18:16:21.036-07:00i just can't handle nething nemore.....nothing seems to go right.......Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-819503242002-09-22T07:44:00.000-07:002002-09-22T08:17:04.000-07:00"All I Really Want" - Lincoln Brewster Lord I love the way You love me And how You move me deep within Lord I love the way You hold me And draw me into You Lord I love the way You bless me And how You look into my heart Lord I love the way You lead me Right into Your arms God I praise Thee You amaze me Take my life And let Your light shine through Jesus Savior friend of sinners Fill me up ‘Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-817493612002-09-17T18:16:00.000-07:002002-09-17T18:21:44.000-07:00Hm.......I don't have that much hw, but for some reason it always takes me so long to finish my hw.............!!!!!!!!!! 8th grade is definitely the start of high school.....but i bet high school is even harder.....man I don't know what I'm gonna do when I'm in APUSH or APEC...cuz today during SS I fell asleep...and I DON'T GET IT! man this year I have not gotten a lot of stuff, like geometry Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-817077332002-09-16T21:22:00.000-07:002002-09-16T21:22:59.670-07:00Okay...so what my whole AIM fast was about...... It was about not relying so much on that for communication, and not filling up all my free time with chatting on AIM...not that its a bad thing, just that it's not good to be too obsessed. So what have I learned from it? To appreciate speaking with ppl in person. It's so great to speak in person, that speaking online is like ruining that bond that Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-816970412002-09-16T17:16:00.000-07:002002-09-16T17:32:38.000-07:00Today was Monday....and I guess school isn't all that bad. And I have an 88.4% in science so I'm happy cuz I only need like 50 more points to get an A and that will be easy. So I didn't have to do extra credit! hehe ok so I thot that was cool...and then I got an A- on this SS test and I was kinda bummed cuz it was 10 points off, but then I got my map back which I worked on for 10 hours and hten IHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-816072062002-09-14T14:40:00.000-07:002002-09-14T14:52:12.000-07:00Hm.....wow this past week has been really stressful for me. I feel so dumb for feeling that way cuz in actuality i didn't even have that much hw.....if I just prioritized better and not have procrastinated! Hm...this year I am gonna try to do my best and remember to do everything for God....I say that almost in every post, but it is something that I need to work on constantly.... Yesterday was anHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-815391812002-09-12T21:18:00.000-07:002002-09-12T21:19:06.000-07:00my head hurts....and I am just tired!!!!! I have to stay up for another 5 hours cuz I have this huge project due tomorrow plus i have to study for a huge test that i don't understand and i have to do this review sheet.........ah......i dunno if i can pull it off......teaches me to not procrasinate.....i don't think I have done this since the beginning of 7th grade.....I need to pray for strength Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-814883442002-09-11T19:59:00.000-07:002002-09-11T20:50:44.000-07:00I don't even have time to blog, but....I am making time for it. Prayer....something so important, yet so simple. And so often, I forget to do that. It is so neccessary tho! But I think that sometimes we as Christians get the misconception that we have to pray in a quiet place, with our heads bowed and our hands folded.....but that is totally not the case. Just talking to God, to me that is Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-813781482002-09-09T16:40:00.000-07:002002-09-09T22:00:55.000-07:00*sigh*..... Today...I failed a science quiz. The stupidest reason too!!!! There was two sides on the quiz and I only did one of the sides and I didn't see the other side! So I got 10/20....which is 50% which is failing...I know it's somehting so trivial....but I dunno...I keep on thinking about it, and thinking about how I can get extra credit and stuff to make it up...It shouldn't be a big deal Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-813418642002-09-08T21:17:00.000-07:002002-09-08T21:17:49.840-07:00man....i feel so....ugh....i dunno...I hate it when I come back from volleyball or church, cuz then I have to face that school is soon.... School....this week I have just had NO time to blog or do nething....and that totally sucked cuz I haven't really prioritized my time....and haven't put God first in my life. This week I have to change that! I have to put God first, and then everything will Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-812139862002-09-05T18:13:00.000-07:002002-09-08T20:47:09.000-07:00Hm.....well I haven't blogged in so long and that is suprising considering that I usually blog every other day! ok...hehe i have been getting more comments and that's soooooooooo cool! well....hw has been controlling my life! THis week has been really hard since I have had this huge project and I have been overstressing about it and I have been doing other ppl's work cuz they are too lazy too....Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-809388382002-08-30T17:18:00.000-07:002002-08-30T17:18:16.033-07:00OOH and today is the promotion thing for 6th graders 9th graders and college ppl......hehe congrats...=)Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-809379362002-08-30T16:44:00.000-07:002002-08-30T16:49:39.000-07:00WOAH! first week of school was over! It was really really hard for me to get into the routine again. My year is gonna be super hard....but I think that this week I learned a very valuable lesson.... I don't think I learned nething about academics or school stuff, more like a life lesson. I need to learn humility!!! Man....this week I have just been so unmodest....That is something that I really Henryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3091674.post-808223812002-08-28T06:41:00.000-07:002002-08-28T18:09:47.000-07:00Hey Jeanine....this is the link: How to make ur ugly archives look like mine! haha....hm....well this weeks posts may not exactly be my "deepest thoughts"....I think that hw is the cause of that! haha.....well yea this week I haven't really spent that much time with God. I prayed more than usual, cuz just talking to God is such a privilege and is just so great....words cannot describe the feelingHenryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06926576630679346553noreply@blogger.com0